kryptonian child

its confusing....

2010-03-20T20:10:00.000-07:00

sometimes, u make me feel like we are the sweetest thing on earth.but sometimes, u just never care about it all.u were all exited when u were with me and same goes with me but sometimes u were just acting like i was not even there.sometimes u were there pampering me making me feel like i'm the luckiest person but sometimes u will just act like i'm just the same like everybody else. who is me actually in ur eyes. i dont even know.i like u!!!but u were just giving me a confusing response..i'm just hoping that u will understand my feelings towards u.if ur intention just to toy with feeling u better leave cuz this feeling inside me is killing and i'm suffering seeing u not being serious about us.u are the one who started it.and from the day u started it, me also started to accepting u little by little until now i think that i want to accept u in my life.but ur attitude just making me confuse about it.but the most hurtful for me, i just cant deny u out of my life.i just can hope that u would really give me clear view on ur feelings towards me.but would u??i've been waiting for so long and there is nothing that i get...with this kind of situation, it's just killing me left me with two clear options.to leave u forever or to continue this awefully painful feelings loving u until u would really appreciate my existence beside u.but my heart screming to love u more because i cant stand this feeling.i cant delete ur face from my minds.the only thing that matters for me is just for u to be with me.i really mad at u but i cant express my anger to u.u melt my heart with ur charming words.and ur charming smile.iots just making want to love u more and more and i still cant get mad at u....i just got no other choice rather that to love u even though u were not serious about this..thats it!!!
i love u but i hate u cuz u make me love u!!!!

live like were dying........

2009-12-29T22:13:00.000-08:00

im currently listening to this song.....
live like were dying by kris allen.

sometimes we fall down and can't get back up
we're hiding behind skin that's too tough
how come we don't say i love you enough
till it's too late
it's not too late

our hearts are hungry for a foor that won't come
we could make a feast from these crumbs
and we're all staring down the barrel of a gun
so if your life flashed before you
what would you wish you would've done

yeah...gotta start
lookin in the hand of the time we've been given here
this is all we got and we gotta start pickin' it
every seconds counts on a clock thats tickin'
gotta live like we're dying

we only got
86 400 seconds in a day to
turn it all around or throw it all away
we gotta tell 'em that we love 'em
while we got the chance to say
gotta live like we're dying

and if your plane fell out of the skies
who would you call with your last goodbyes
should be so careful who we live out our lives
so when we long for absolution
there'll no one on the line

yeah... gotta start
lookin at the hand of the time that we've given here
this is all we got and we gotta start pickin' it
every seconds count on a clock that's tickin'
gotta live like we're dying

we only got
86 400 seconds in a day to
turn it all around or throw it all away
we gotta tell 'em that we love 'em
while we got the chance to say
gotta live like we're dying

like we're dying oh-- like we're dying

we only got 86 400 seconds in a day to
turn it all around or throw it all away
we gotta tell 'em that we love 'em
while we got the chance to say
gotta live like we're dying

we never know a good thing till it's gone
you never see a crash until it's head on
all those people right when we're dead wrong
you never know a good thing till it's gone

yeah... gotta start
lookin at the hand of the time we've been given here
this is all we got and we gotta start livin' it
evey seconds count on a clock that's tickin'
gotta live like we're dying

we only got 86 400 seconds in a day to
turn it all around or throw it all away
we gotta tell 'em that we love 'em
while we got the chance to say
gotta live like we're dying

like we're dying oh -- like we're dying

we only got
86 400 second in a day to
turn it all around or throw it all away
we gotta tell 'em that we love 'em
while we got the chance to say
gotta live like we're dying
live like we're dying

my 1st impression of this song??
tremendous...this song is very good and kinda reminds me of things that i haven't done that i really need to do it....
what are the things??
its just an expression of words that i haven't say it to the one that i really need to tell her about...
and to the word right now and then, its kinda difficult....
why??afraid,nervous...
but this song kinda makes me realised that i'm the one who's going to regret it for not telling her...
my cause for not elling her all this while is because it's too late for me and i dont want her to be torned apart insid...
but sooner or later i'm gonna to tell her or losing her....
somebody told me...
its not a fault to express your feelings towards someone as long as those feelings are real even though this someone is already taken......
but the longer you keep those feeling inside and did not let it out, it will never ease ur ,mind and soul as you will always thinks to tell those feeling....
but.....i'll try....

welcome back me!!!!

2009-12-29T05:17:00.000-08:00

its been quite a long time since i last updated this blog......huhuhu...
it was about 2 months ago and yet just now i took a sneak peek to my friend's blog....
their blogs were quite active compared to me...
hahaha......well, it has been a while and i even forgot that i have my own blog myself...
hahaha.....funny me...
what suddenly triggers me to write on this blog??
maybe its just that i have this feeling of writing right now..or else i'll never write on this blog again...
huhuhu.....but..there are so much things in my thoughts that i really wanted to express it but i cant verbally...in writing???might be but no sure about it....
if i have the feeling to write it, i wil...weird me...
hahaha....

i dont know......my feeling right now were like mixed with everything...
there are so much things to think and its really burdening my mind....
juz hoping that writing all these things will ease my mind a little bit......hopefully...
to tell my problem on this blog???maybe not....
why??a lot of people asked me that....
the answer is its just my nature....i dont really like to tell others about my problems but i like to listen to other peoples problems.....kinda not fair right....
hahaha.....
i have a good reason for it...the reason is that i dont want others to be worried by me.....those who are close with me are those who should not be burdened by me and my problems because i love them and they should not worry about me and share my sorrow as long i can handle it myself.....i believe i can settle each of my problems myself...depending on the situation of course...hahaha.....
its not like i dont want to share my problem...its just they do not have to go through my burden along with them.....sort of....huhu...

but...thats me....and i cant help it.....hahaha....

kinda relief....but not really....
huhuhu...
its kinda therapeutic typing on this blog....
hahaha...
ok...
i'll write again soon....
peace:p:p

exam week!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-10-29T06:11:00.000-07:00

its the exam week......
boring giler....
boring gak ble xde class ni....huhuhu.....
1 paper da lepas dah....bel120 done.......(i think i did well kot......huhuhu...ntah la....confident jeh....)
so, csc134 is coming up......preparation?????ok kot.....
da abes stadi da smlm......juz sok nk tgk blk sket2 jer.....
hoping the best of luck for me lah.....huhuhu......

pray foe me lah sume k........

bagero!!!!!

2009-10-06T22:19:00.000-07:00

kinda pissed rite now......
the class is cancelled but nobody inform me about it......
and i'm waiting at the class like a f**kin stupid douchebag with is.......
what the hell is this?????
susa sgt ke nk msg ckp xde class?????
anybody...........
dah la tension keje byk ni....
bbm n presentation.....
sume kne wat sok......
fuh!!!!!!!!

lega sket.......

sori ek......
ayat agak kuang hajar sket........
cam lahanat an ayat aq.....
sori ek....
hehehe.....
cume nk mencari ketenangan n melepaskan tension melalui tulisan.....
hehehe......

update.....

2009-10-05T21:32:00.000-07:00

setelah sekian lama aq x bukak blog ni, baru la ari ni aq terlintas hati nak update...
hahaha......
saje je sbb malas nk wat assignmen....
hehehe.....
masih blum terlambat kot aq nk wish selamat ari raye aidilfitri kpd sumer.....
ye la kan....raye kan sebulan....
hahaha.....
nak citer pe ek?????
ntah lah...
aq pown x tau nk tulis pe kt dlm ni....huhuhu......
yang aq tau skun aq ngah bz nk kejar dateline.....
sumer assignmen nk kene antar mg ni tension btol.... tu la...
org suh wat assignmen awal2 xnk...
time cuti merayap ngan on9 je keje......
padan muke aq....
huhuhu......
this week jugak aq akan ke uitm perak untuk latihan pusat for debat....
so ad gak la peluang lambatkan sket aq nyer presentation socio.....
huhuhu....lega sket......
xyah nk pk byk sgt....hahaha.......
tu je la kot aq nk merepek kt cni buat mase nih....
kang aq ade idea nk merepek aq update lg.........
bubbye...........

new place!!!!!new environment!!!!!!

2009-07-15T03:37:00.000-07:00

finally........setalah lame aq x update blog so ari ni bru ad peluang nk update.....
hahaha....

27.6.2009- aq menjejakkan kaki ke uitm melaka to pursue my study.....
at 1st impression aq igt cm bes gak la blaja kt cni but there are things yg aq agak meluat gak la sal tradition yg merepek kt cni......huhuhu.....
sal tradition tu len kali la q citer......
so.......kalo dlu aq adalah law student.......
but now i'm a mascomm student.....
sumer org cam pelik jer aq g mascomm pas da abes wat foundation law but its my choice......
da mmg aq minat mascomm so aq wat la mascom even though aq kne start dr diploma blk.....
some people akan question kt aq....diorg akn tanye aq.......
tak rase rugi ke x sambung law trus??????but aq juz reply kt dyorg...
rather than working in the area that we are not really comfortable in better aq amek masscomm lgpown belajar x rugi pown.....it's not like i never finish my study....i did finished my study at msu bru la aq msk uitm......
so xde mende pown yg rugi.... btol x????

back to uitm story...
just last week my blok kne kuarantin sbb vrius h1n1.....
so on that day aq xley nk kuar n xley org luar xley nk masuk...
boring siut.........
seb bek arahan kurantin tuh just 1 day.......
about this virus, keadaan kt uitm melaka ni agak membimbangkan r......
there are about 60 people is being suspected and 6 people is already diagnosted positive......
tu yang mmg merisaukan aq nk mampos stay kt cni.....not to mention i think there are hundreds yg demam2 plus selsema and batuk.......
luckily aq xde all those symptoms.....
huhuhu......

naqib's birthday and visit to semesti........

2009-06-24T20:20:00.000-07:00

sorry......

just pics....

to lazy to type....

hahahah......

gambar yg len aq ltak kt aq nyer myspace.....

Bye bye msu!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-06-05T21:35:00.000-07:00

The final exam is over……same goes to my time in management and science university……..my feeling is like mixed with glad and sad….
Huhuhu…….
There are so many memories that have grown my heart fonder to msu….huhuhu……
To all my lecturers and all my friends in msu,I’m sorry for everything I did if there is something wrong…….
I’m gonna remember each and every one of u guys……
Good luck in ur life…no heart feelings k……
May god bless all of u…….

Integriti penentu keharmonian dan kemakmuran Negara……

2009-06-05T21:32:00.000-07:00

k…..post ni adalah komen dan saranan cmne nk bwk motion nih dlm side pembangkang……so debater semesti……tlg bce post smpai faham yer……..
sbg pembangkang,utk bwk tajuk nia dalah dgn jelaskan apa itu elemen penting dalam keharmonian dan kemakmuran bagi sesebuah Negara…..
pembangkang perlu buktikan ape yg integriti x bolek membantu dalam sesuau permasalahan atau isu……
sbnrnye tajuk ni kalu difikirkan dalam2 x bias pown……cume tajuk ni akan jadi bias kerajaan letak bebab tugas yg x msk akal….tp sbg pembangkang adalah satu keperluan utk membuktikan integriti bukan “penentu” keharmonian dan kemakmuran…….
Penentu adalah satu frasa yg sgt berat……
Ikut konteks usul, seolah olah integriti adalah satu satunya elemen yang menjadi tonggak keharmonian dan kemakmuran……sepertinya jika tiada integriti maka keharmonian xkan dpt dicapai langsung oleh sesbuah Negara……
Tapi perkara ni boleh dinfikan dgn mudah……
Ambil contoh spt ini……..
Salah satu tujang utk menyokong keharmonian dan kemakmuran Negara ialah dengan kestabilan ekonomi……..ya….mmg kita tahu integriti tu merangkumi segala nilai2 murni tp cuba kita lihat dr aspek permasalahan kejatuhan ekonomi…….kejatuhan ekonomi dunia disebabkan oleh kejatuhan mataqwang us dolar dan kejatuhan yang sgt teruk di us lantas memberi kesan kepada ekonomi setiap Negara di dunia…contohnya di Malaysia sendiri…….persoalannya,mampukan integriti menyelesaikan masalah ekonomi seperti ini dalam setiap permasalahan ekonomi di seluruh dunia.dalam contoh spt ini kita dpt buktikan betapa integriti ni x dpt membantu bila ada permasalahan ekonomi spt ini lantas menunjukkan integriti itu sendiri x boleh bertindak sbg penentu…….
Satu lagi contoh ialah dr aspek kestabilan politik….mmg x dpt dinafikan bg menjamin keharmonian dan kemakmuran Negara kestabilan politik merupakan eleman yang sgt penting…….apabila Israel mula menyerang Negara palestin, satu ketegangan politik telah bermula lantas mewujudkan satu sentiment secara besar besaran di seluruh dunia…..persoalannya.adakah integriti itu memainkan peranan dalam usaha utk mengamankan pertelagahan antara kedua dua belah pihak???tidak………lihat pula dr aspek orang yg mempunyai integriti umpamanya rakyat Malaysia atau mana mana individu yang berintegriti di dunia…….apa yg telah dilakukan individu individu ini dalam usaha mencapai keamanan????langsung ti dibuktikan oleh dunia lantas menafikan integriti itu menjadi satu penentu kepada keharmonian dan kemakmura Negara…..kita perlu sedar kerajaan akan berdiri dgn konsep yang hanya merujuk kepada org yg berintegriti….jd pembangkang akn bangkit dgn apa yg x mampu ditangani oleh integriti………penekanan tntg hasil akhir pown perlu ditekankan oleh pembangkang sbb kerajaan xkn lari lari hanya membincangkan tentang teori dan pembuktian tntg integriti agak sukar nk dibuktikan sbb dlm dunia ni bkn byk sgt pown org yg berintegriti….so utk menuntut kesan hasil akhir juga adalah sgt penting………

Hksbp kebangsaan 2009….sek seri puteri.

2009-06-05T21:16:00.000-07:00

ari tuh aq g hksbp kt ssp cyberjaya.sje je nk tlg dak2 debate skola aq nih……my 1st impression of ssp was…….”wow!!!!!this school is damn good (even better than msu I think….hahaha).” seriously……computer with internet was everywhere but with only one weakness of the girls of ssp…….lack of creativity…hahaha……their class decorations was very dull…..compared to sek alam shah,dak skola alam shah was more creative than dak2 ssp…..huhuhu….

I went there on Friday on their opening match against sains kuching….the match was good and they won their 1st match with haziq as the best speaker in the match.

on that day I met mahirah…..my senior….dye dah vogue dr dlu dah skun..hahaha..and also a very successful businesswoman dan berjaya menembusi pasaran antarabangsa…..hahaha…….just one thing yg x berubah kt dye……..mulut still laser jek cm dlu…….hahaha…..then abes jek their 1st match aq blk puchong blk sbb ari sabtu aq ade xm political science….hahahaha….

si garit naqib lak dtg mlm sabtu tuh kt sas nek bus……..pastu sempat lak dye sesat smpai g klia….hahaha……I missed their 2nd match on Saturday.it was a match against sains muar and again.they won their match but this time,aminul was the one who get the best speaker title….i don’t know how was the match but it sure be a good match or else they will never gonna win…..its a good start for them to win the first 2 math….next,they will have a match against kisas………

on Sunday morning,aq pown grak g sek alam shah sbb match was held there.i decided to append the night at sas that night as the next day will be facing the 2nd round if they won with kisas……

so……move on to the 3rd match against kisas………secara psikologinyer dyorg amat cuak nk lwn dgn kisas sbb kisas has a very good reputation in debate tp aq amat confident dgn ability dyorang….even time uia pown dyorg dah kalahkan kisas…so the conclusion is….there is nothing to afraid of….statistic does not determine the victory…….it is the performance that determine whether u lose or win……and my prediction was right….dyorg menang and through to the 2nd round…….again haziq dpt best speaker……during that match, cikgu alizan was also there to watch them……I was exited to see her after a very long time…..hahaha…..but then she did not stay for long as she important things to do on that day and had to leave early……….rupe rupenyer cikgu hairulnizam citer kt aq dgn naqib yg cikgu alizan nyer kete kne break in kt r&r…..all her belongings was stolen…her purse,handphone,laptop…….sume abes kne curik…….pity on her……..

The 2nd round was at evening…they thought they r going to meet smap labu at 2nd round tp dyorg lwn dgn sains pokok sena……satu match yg sgt menarik…..dgn permainan psiko saina yg sgt mentampah added with the presence of kajol and daud yg bising2 time sgt memberi tekanan kt bkn saje dyorg but also aq as the audience…huhuhu….and again they succeeded to clinch the spot to quarter final on the next day at ssp…….

At night, sumer dak2 tu ade ceremony kt picc so aq n naqib g r jln kt alamanda……we walked from sas to alamanda to have our meal…….at alamanda, we spotted koci was wandering around with his brother without noticing we was there too…even ktorg lalu kt sblh dye pown dye x prasan lgsg…….cheit…..
Sungguh sombong kau koci@azrizal…….huhuhu…..actually the original plan ktorg g alamanda sbb nk g tgk terminator salvation but xde tiket yg awal sbb we cannot afford to go back late to sas cuz mlm tuh ktorg nk wat mock with those boys……so ktorg trus jek g mkn kt foodcourt…….pas tuh…..ktorg pown jln2 la alamanda tuh……..as we were walking down the escalator, all of a sudden, we suddenly heard a voice calling from our back.”naqib!!!!”makhluk tersebut bersuara……
So we looked back and it was gori@anas musoddiq with his mother going to buy hand phone I guess…huhuhu…….at least dye tegur gak ktorg..bkn cm koci…..huhuhu…..
So that night aq n naqib just jln2 dlm alamanda tuh……at that night also time ktorg jln dpn tmpt karaoke kt luar alamanda tuh aq ad notice this celebrity tp he’s not that popular pown so aq pown x igt name dye….he’s a guy….the fact that he was standing outside the karaoke place does not bother me at all but he was with u know……the one that Frankie called jentayu or separawani in his blog.he was standing out there with his friend and there was a couple of jentayu over there.so I can say that there are 2 couple la over there in front of the karaoke place.huhuhu….that was the issue I wanted to tell…….cuz dlm tv he was kinda macho man but x sangka la kt luar cmtu an…….. about 10.30 to eleven ktorg pown blk ke sas……….

At sas, the hostel was really terrible…….i can say that the hostel in semesti is 5 times better than sas……the floor was only cement floor…..even kt semesti pown lantai ad tiles….seriously hostel semesti was better……..at night dlm kul 12.30 ktorg pown wat mock tajuk demokrasi sbb skop motion tuk quarter is politics.

Moving on to quarter final match…they was up against sains selangor…the moment they got the motion, I met cikgu kamaruddin and he said the motion was bias and the boys was in the opposition side……the motion was integriti penentu keharmonian dan kemakmuran Negara…..at the end, they lost the match ad the best speaker fell into the hand of debater from sains selangor……….they was really devastated..they cried and very disappointed but for me they lost with pride……they put up a very good fight…..gsumer team yg dpt side kerajaan mng arituh xde team pembgkg pown yg menang……..but still I’m very proud of them for making this far……

Abes jek match quarter pown aq grak blk umah sbb at evening aq ade xm English for law………

counting the days!!!!!!!!!!

2009-05-26T22:50:00.000-07:00

the clock is ticking.....
the day is going..........
my final exam are coming!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
argggghhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!
first paper is on this saturday........... nk tau paper hape?????
political science!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
subjek yg plg aq ske tp yg plg aq benci nk mampos.......huhuhu.....
my exam is untill 5 aribln.....
after that,,,,,,,i'm no longer msu student.......huhuhu......
but now i still am......hahaha......
so cuz this is my exam week ......
sorry to my juniors.......xley nk tlg korg kt ssp time hksbp kang....
but best of luck for u guys....i know u can do it.......
ada harapan g final ppm.....huhuhu......
to all my fren yg tgh cuti tuh........hepi holiday and berseronok la korg sampai mampos.....
hahaha.....
k.........c ya...

Bye bye pizza hut……………….huhuhu…

2009-05-10T23:32:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was the last day I’m working at pizza hut.just handed the resign notice to kak irah……quite sdey smlm when I’m thinking that yesterday was the last day I’m working there tp nk wt camner…..huhuhu…..next month aq nk msk uitm da……
Time first day aq keje kt sane rase agak penat gak r cuz weekend sgt busy…….lg lak aq keje every weekend…huhuhu…..blk jer first day tuh aq mmg extremely tired…….i never thought working can be this tired but its worth la………..even though tired tp keje kt sane sgt enjoy…..just to quote my brother’s saying time aq blk keje first time….. “bru ko tau camner penat n susa cri duet”…….hahaha…….
Tuk sume staff pizza hut giant Bandar kinrara…….
Thanks for all the excitement…….
Sgt bes keje kt pizza nih……
Harun,alam,kak rajes,lan,shahril,kak ummi,kamcha,bhim,abg rapi,kechik,shakira n sape2 lg lah yg keje kt sane……..bye2 sume…….sgt bes keje ngan korg….
For kak irah…….thanks a lot……sgt bes ade member cam akak……..hahahah…..gud luck in ur life……
For managers….kak armi,kak aisyah.abg shidi,bjorn,abg shazwan…….
Manage pizza tuh leklok…..hahaha…….
Its been a very sweet experience working there……

interschool debate championship uia.....

2009-04-29T01:16:00.000-07:00

ari ni ari last interschool uia......
so ari ni r final kategori bm......
sma islam hidayah lwn star.....
team semesti just managed to get a spot in semi final tp kalah lak dgn star....
tp dyorg ade potensi gak nak msk final smlm......kalah juri 3-2,margin 1.67....that was not so bad...
dyorg start their 1st match lwn dgn star...nasib kurg bek star menang......2nd match lwn dgn sri ayesha school nasib sgt menyebelahi dyorg...menang margin 11.....n haziq dpt best apeaker.....
next match lwn sains tg mohd faris petra....dyorg menang gak n haziq dpt best speaker lg........then lwn dgn skola dato' ahmad maher.....dyorg menang gak.....haziq dpt best speaker lg......
pastu lwn dgn ssp....dyorg kalah lak tp margin sket jek......
and then dyorg ade gak satu match dgn sas and dyorg menang gak.......
dgn mng 4 slps 6 match dyorg dlm ranking ke 12 keseluruhan n dpt g double octo...
mase double octo dyorg lwn dgn kisas n dyorg menang..haziq skali lg dpt best speaker......
octo final dyorg lwn dgn maahad hamidiah.......still dyorg menang n haziq dpt best speaker......
so dgn kemenangan dyorg, semesti layak g quarter.....
mase quarter dyorg skali lg jumpe dgn sms tg mohd faris petra.....n dyorg menang lg...haziq dpt best speaker.....
and finally, dyorg berjaya msk semi tp kalah dgn star but haziq still dpt best speaker....
sbb haziq byk kali dpt best speaker, dye pown dpt no3 best speaker overall....
sangat bangge....hahaha......

interschool debate championship uia..........

2009-04-29T01:15:00.000-07:00

i gotta find u..............

2009-04-16T20:59:00.000-07:00

everytime i think i'm closer to the heart
what it means to know just who i am
i think i finally found a better place to start
but no one ever seems to understand
i need to try to get to where u are
could it be ur not that far
ur the voice that here inside my head
the reason that i'm singing
i need to find u
i gotta find u
ur the missing piece i need
the song inside of me
i need to find u
i gotta find u
ur the remedy i'm searching out to find
to fix some puzzle that i see inside
waiting all my dreams the colour of ur smile
when i find u it will be alright
ur the voice that here inside my head
the reason that i'm singing
i need to find u
i gotta find u
ur the missing piece i need
the song inside of me
i need to find u
i gotta find u
been feeling lost
cant find the word to say
standing all time stuck in yesterday
where u are is where i wanna be
next to u
u next to me
i need to find u
ur the voice that here inside my head
the reason that i'm singing
i need to find u
i gotta find u
ur the missing piece i need
the song inside of me
i need to find u
i gotta find u

free!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-04-14T20:54:00.000-07:00

akhirnya.........
exam pown da abes.......
huhuhu......tenang sket rasa di hati......
so.....bermula penceritaan malang aq......
huhuhu.....
ari sabtu ari tuh aq ade paper english for law.......kul 12 sampai kul 2.....
then kul 2.30 lak aq ade interview kt uitm.......
so ari tuh......aq pown dgn pantasnye menyiapkan exam paper aq utk berikan aq mase nk siap2 g interview.........so dlm kul 1.30 tuh...aq pown kuar dri exam hall, g kdai rafi kt sblah and siap2 lah pkai tai n pe sumer..........
pas tuh aq pown directly g uitm....
the interview was going quite well........tp aq xnk la over confident sgt.....
kang xdpt kang malu jek........
tp yg aq nk cite nih.......balik jer dr uitm, ujan pown trun renyai2...........
sampai jek aq kt federal,ujan pown start trun dgn lebatnyer......
tp smpai kt kinrara da kurang lebat.....
sampai jek kt dpn tmn perumahan dpn skola seksyen 4 tuh jalan dye licin nak mampos.....
aq lak ley terlupper lak brek moto akak aq tuh kt tgn....setelah menyedarinyer last minute, aq pown brek secare mengejut and.....................................................
aq jatuh dr motor tersebut dgn tragis sekali........
aq pown jd superman atas jalan........
seb bek xde kete ke lori ke....
kalo x mau jadi cam lempeng aq.......
yg aq bengang nak mampos tuh........time aq jatuh tuh....
ade la 2 org makcik cine tengah rancak bergosip kt simpang..........tp time aq jatuh jek....aq cume jadi bahan tontonan semate2.....bkn nk tlg aq pown.........
truk btol makcik2 tuh......
aq pown dalam keadaan sakit dan pedih angkat la moto tuh sndri....seb bek moto tuh scratch sket jek....xde rosak kt dlam...kalo x mampos aq nk membayor kt akak aq....dah la motor tuh dye bru jek bli.........huhuhu....
so mlm tuh aq pown g la klinik............cuci luke........huhuhu...sakit n pedih nak mampos.......
seb bek luke jek........on the way nk blk aq pown anta mc kt pizza hut..........
xley nk keje hjg mg nih.....
hahaha........

sorry......

2009-04-13T20:26:00.000-07:00

examination in progress............
no posting........huhuhu...
cant wait to post.........lots of things happened.......
i'll post next week.......
bluerk!!!!!!!!!!!!

phwew!!!!!!!!

2009-04-07T07:43:00.000-07:00

just today lecturer consti dgn political science bg tips mid sem......
and guess what........
f**king byknyer yg msk.......
got a lot of reading to do.........
for consti,seb bek ade few questions yg agak menyenangkan hati aq.....
huhuhu....
critical comments......
hahaha.........
the best part where aq ley menggoreng suke ati aq.......
hahaha.......
pn raja alaini ckp kne mskkn byk sal current issues yg tgh hangat skun ifg nk dpt markah byk sket......
tu yg agak menyusahkan sket tuh......
sbb nih subjek consti so aq kne byk bg perhatian sal kemelut politik kt perak.....
berat gak tuh.....
kang terover lak aq tulih kang.....
huhuhu...
tp i'll try my best.........
lgpn ari jumaat nieyh aq nyer first paper......

damn!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-04-06T20:22:00.000-07:00

mid semester is coming next week!!!!!!!!!!!!!
got a lot of assignment need to be done!!!!!!!!!!!!
shoot!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!boring nk mampos..........
++++++tension!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
arhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

contradiction.....

2009-04-05T21:07:00.000-07:00

political science....
subjek yg sangat menarik tp subjek ni jd agak kurang menarik bile this one lecturer yg mengajar dgn cara yg agak sometimes over and sometimes agak inappropriate la aq rase. bkn la nk ckp aq x respect kt lecturer tuh tp just nak menyuarakan pendapat sbg student yang diajar olehnyer. maybe xyah la kot aq nak mention name lecturer nieyh....hahaha..
most of the time, his thought sangat contradict dgan aq n safuan nyer thought...hahaha...he got this kind of giving opinion ikut sedap hati dye jek. and sometimes his opinion is quite over the top and sangat bias and one sided.my first impression ble dye first masuk clas, i will say that he's really obsessed with himself.nk tau sal pe?????? on the first clas tuh,everything he tell us is jist about himself even though ktorg sumer x tanye pown.....hahahaha...and thet is making me sick of his clas..huhuhu....
based on books and the text of political science,this subject is very interesting tp when it comes out yg dye yg ajar subjek nih.........oh God!!!!!!!!!please.......i cant take it.......
hahaha.....
for this recent clas with him,dye ade bg opinion on siapa yang mengawal politik and he says that parti politik yg dominan dlam particular country yang mengawal politik negara and they are free to do what they wanna do....
for me personally, bkn parti politik yg control sumernyer dlm particular country. bkn pemimpin parti yang menguasai sesebuah negara sbb rakyat lebih berkuasa dlam menentukan hala tuju negara.kita yang memegang kuasa sbg rakyat punyai kuasa yang lebih dominan dan lebih besar dan lebih berkemampuan drpd mana2 parti politik.parti politik yang dominan bkn penentu mereka punyai kuasa yang mutlak.sbb aq sndri percaya parti politik hanya melambangkan satu kelompok masyarakat yang diberi mandat untuk memerintah. kuasa mereka terhad dan terletak kepada kemahuan rakyat pada dasarnya.....tapi apa yang agak menyedihkan berdasarkan situasi kontemporari.kita sbg rakyat hanya membiarkan pemimpin parti mengabaikan segala kebajikan yang kita perlukan dan melakukan apa sja yang mereka suka.mungkin sekali kerana mandat yang dipegang oleh mereka telah mengatasi pendapat kita sbg rakyat namun untuk mengatasi masalah ini kita perlu buka minda dan mata kita seluasnya.kita rasakan para pemimpin ni punya pendapat yang lebih besar hanya satu state of mind.dlm minda kita,we think that the politicians have the full power they can have tp perkara ini sangat tidak benar.kita yang ada kuasa melantik dyorg dan kita juga ada kuasa utk menarik balik kuasa yang diberi dgn cara yang betul.mereka yang berkhidmat utk kita.mereka yang perlu ikut kemahuan kita..bukan kita yang hanya ikut telunjuk mereka sepanjang masa.keperluan dan kebajikan kita perlu dijaga.jika kedua2 perkara ini terabai sudah sampai masa kita tunjuk pada mereka siapa yang lebih berkuasa.......................

separation of power!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-03-31T22:55:00.000-07:00

ni nk cite r sket sal aq nyer presentation ari tuh........

puan raja alaini kasi tajuk separation of power kt group aq......

tajuk ni sbnrnye agak bes sbb byk giler mende yg boleh dikaitkan dgn realiti semasa......

time presentation aq present sal legislative body in malaysia.....

aq cite sal peranan parlimen dan penggubalan undang2 in malaysia......

it was good tp situasi menjadi hangat bile time soal jawab dgn clas......

kt dlam clas aq ni ramai yg pro pembangkang n dyorang amat alert dgn situasi politik semasa.........

nk dipendekkan cite, dyorg mule tanye sal doktrin pengasingan kuasa ni x memberi satu hasil yg baik kt malaysia sbb ad berlaku corruption,bribery,bureoucracy n sbgnya....

isu ni jadi sgt hangat dlm clas...... dlm aq nyer presentation,ad sorang member aq ckp sal melihat kerenah n kapasiti politik kt malaysia cmpr dgn kepimpinan pemimpin n org atasan, doktrin separation of power jd satu perkara yang tidak punya hala tuju yg positif. persoalan mengenai relevan atau tak pengasingan kuasa di malaysia dibangkitkan.

satu hakikat yg perlu kita ambil perhatian ialah di malaysia kita x mengamalkan doktrin pengasingan kuasa secara total sbb kite turut mengamalkan doktrin raja berperlembagaan.....

bila kita bercakap mengenai doktrin pengasingan kuasa secara total, kita tgk negara us....

lihat camner masalah politik yg ade dlm us sendiri...terlalu byk.......

sampai satu1 masa kte bley tgk ketegangan politik yg sangat jelas.......masalah perkauman dan sbgnyai.......

perspektif dan masa depan malaysia bergantung kpd pucuk pimpinan dan kestabilan politik negara.....

secara dasarnya, doktrin pengasingan kuasa ade kelebihan dan kemurniannya........

cuma perlu ikut garis panduan yang betul......

mungkin kte melihat kestabilan politik bergantung kpd sistem pemerintahan.....namun apa yang penting adalah oang yang melaksanakan....

kita bercakap mengenai manusia yang melaksanakan sistem ini.......

sistem ni jadi cacat sbb manusia yang men yalahgunakan kuasa dan tak mengamalkan etika yang betul.....manusia yang men jadi penentu akhir asama ada kita ingin melaksanakan doktrin ini secara murni atau sebaliknya.........kita bkn mesin yg bertin dak mengikut program yang ditetapkan....tapi kita yang mengawal diri kita sendiri...baik atau buruk bergantung kpd kita.....

so......

pe pendapat korang ek?????

byk giler assignment!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-03-31T22:48:00.000-07:00

damn!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so many things to do in such little time left............
really pissed me of!!!!!!!!!!
Islamic studies- dateline 9 aribln......... blum siap lg....
computer science- lab report melambak2 x wat lg........
political science- lecturer x kasi title assignment lg.......... kang da nk dkt midsem bru nk suh wat.........
constitutional law- seb bek da abes wat presentation da. presentation yg sgt best happening......
hahaha.......
tp skun mmg tensen nk mampos.....
huhuhu.......

finally at last........hahaha...

2009-03-25T11:50:00.000-07:00

finally..........

aq wat gak blog akhirnye....

hahaha.....

ingat malas nk wat........

k r....xde idea r nk merepek skun ni....

jap lg dah la de kuiz islamic studies........

nk g stadi jap....

bubye!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11

2009-03-24T20:56:00.001-07:00

finally i have one..... hahahaha!!!!!!!!!!

2009-03-22T20:43:00.000-07:00